There was two song that kept me listening over and over again
It is Cry me a river by Justin Timberlake
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All good things (come to an end) by Nelly Furtado.
Some phrases i can't get outta my head from both songs.
You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no
You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Hope you have nice daY
XoX-
~Uff
Uff.
3:24 PM
Hmm go buy hair masscare( MASS-SCARE-RA)
purple yellowish blond and another colour which looks green but its blue.
Going to bring it to vietnam.
colour/highlight hair.
NO parents rules.!!
Going to party like hell when go chalet.
No parents rules.!!
Gonna misse everybodee in singaporee.
Including you missy.
miss-e and missy
doesn't it rhyme-e
Anyway good luck to everybody in 2-5.
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Uff.
3:08 PM
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The heavens are unfair
They are prejudice against me
Nothing i do would make anything right
Forgive me my family
For not being able to stop you from entering that eternal resting place of yours
When the moon turns red
That's when i'll take my revenge
Labels: Today
Uff.
11:51 AM
my father took a chair and threw it at me.
That was the start of the abusing years.
Most of the items he used was like belt plates chair.
I cried a lot.
I never did tell this to anyone close to me.
Even people who are close to me.
Maybe i did but anyway
people say i cry a lot.
im not a man or anything.
But if you went through 7 years of abusment.
See if you would be in this state or not.
You don't know how painful it was.
I was only 7 years old.
being thrown around like a rag doll.
being slap punched kicked.
Nobody have seen the scars that my father left me behind.
But when after i had my PSLE that is Primary 6
I stood up but fell dramatically.
Took a belt wacked me.
slap me in the face.
threw a chair books .
anything that he can grab hold of.
I did not bleed but had a lot of bruises on my back and face.
Nobody have seen those brusies.
Anyway dear readers
I'm still being punched kicked and slapped.
but if i just go through this for another 5 years I'll be okay.
Now he does not do as much as he would do to me when i was young.
I can still feel the pain.
Sometimes i just wanna call the police.
run away from home.
Suicide.
insanitic thoughts came to me
during sec 1,
He punch me in the face.
Threw a dozen of books. (that's why audrey my bedroom is in a mess especially my shelf)
whacked me with a "rotan". (sp)
Just beacuse I forgot to give him a glass of water.
Make small matter a huge problem is his daily routine.
I really want to say to other abused kids.
Seek out help.
XOXO
~ Uff
CIAO BELLA.
Labels: Victim
Uff.
5:20 PM
To the person Im referring to.
sometimes people just don't take rejection that well though.
An unforseen problem that you might overlooked.
Anyway you might think that your mind just decided that it is over between us.
But no.
It was over a very long long time ago the day that i MSNed you.
I hope you remembered.
If you don;t let me remind you.
Starting letter ending letter how many words that name has.
This was 'incident'.
That was when it was over.
Ringed a bell?
People say it takes time to heal.
But as a Taurus once i have locked my mind on it. No bugging. No changing.
The period of time when we did not talked at all.
I planning something.
Let's say what comes around goes around.
What comes up must come down.
Well in life you can't be like-able by all people.
hmm so went we are together back as friends (what you think it was)
my plan came into action.
So now the cat is/was out of the bag.
The truth is out.
It hurts nothing like truth does it?
I felt that last year. the incident.
As i said on top what comes around goes around.
You might say im the snake rat bug whatever crawling in the island.
you might say im a coin with two faces.
You might say im a double secret agent.
You might say im a whatever.
The point is
YOUare aHEEL
and
IM theFACE
only a handful of people know what the term means.
every coin has two faces
So I was sitting in my room playing SIMS 2 semi-paying attention and semi-in-deep-thought when I thought of the movie, The Dark Knight. The first thing that came to mind, wasn't how
deranged the Joker was, but rather the other villain, Two-face. When thinking about Two-face all I could remember was how his coin had two faces, both being heads.
I now realize...
To every story, there are two tales. (pun intended)
To every coin, there are two faces.
That being said, my cynical side tells me that no matter how wonderful a friend, classmates, PA, person, etc. is, most likely you've only seen a single side of them. You have yet to see their
other face.
This is just like flipping a coin, you only see the side of the coin that lands face up, you don't see the flip side. Just because you call tails and it comes up heads, does not necessarily mean that
you've lost. You haven't done your own due diligence by checking to see if a fair coin was even used in the toss. This is me trying to be symbolic, but really what I'm saying is... Just because you feel that you know someone very well, you could be fooling yourself because you haven't seen their other side. I'm starting to believe that everyone has two sides/faces/personalities. One that they put on whether it be at work, school, in front of their peers, new people that they meet, etc. and the true, genuine side of them, which only comes out when they're alone or with theirclosest friends when they feel no need to put on a front.
So I guess the lessons that you have to learn is...
Don't be so quick to assume that people are the way they are.
Don't be so quick to assume that people are telling the truth.
Don't be so quick to assume that people say they've changed.
So when someone tells you...
We are friends,
I've changed,
That's not me,
Think TWICE! Once for each side!
Its like good bad heaven hell light dark male female.
Opposites don't click together.
So to this "friend" of mine
I do wish to hurt you.
not physically.
But I try to hurt mentally.
since my plan is out.
I'll stay low but still active.
like staying under the radar.
You might think i made people hate you.
NO. you got your facts wrong.
They willingly shared a common term.
that is you know. which i know.
Anyway I knew that you never saw this coming but too bad too sad.
Anyway since im out of the picture.
I'll give you another hint.
there is another person just like me.
A two face you might say.
This person is planning something like this but another modified version.
Heart Break V 1.1
(Mine is version 1.0)
A two face doesn''t nessacrily be bad to you.
it might help you in some ways.
and hurt you in some ways too.
i really bid good luck for the future happenings.
If you are clever enough (you are already clever though) you might be in paradise.
But right now.
No.
Without me could mean end of the world or paradise.
Let time reveal all the bitterness of life to you which i went through.
What is done is done.
Ohhh.
Hope you enjoyed this story.
Break some hearts man.
XOXO
~UFF
CIAO BELLA
Uff.
10:41 AM
Uff.
3:46 PM
Got the attack of the influenza.
Kept sneezing the whole day.
Currently happy with my marks.
All pass.
1 As
2 Bs
4 Cs
the 4 Cs are ENG LIT ART MT
which the past semester all of them i got F9.
and last year too which put me 34/37.
but i bucked up. (Hee)
very happy.
Going to be rooting for the 2nd best class which is Course B.
Which has Geography Pure History and FnN.
My three subjects that I am intrested in.
Friday was....
Friday made me....
Friday made me speechless ( for the wrong reasons)
Literally.
Got to be the Hollow men in the haunted house.
Last year I was Vamp but hen change to be the ghost of Britney Spears.
I had a silver cloak and yellow floreceunt(sp?) hair.
I wave my long wavy hair about to the people of the haunted house.
Anyway this year i think i will get scream.
Just finished watching QUARANTINE.
And Nabila,
watch the movie as it got to do something with your rabbits.
RABBITS = RABIES
i GAVE OUT A SPOILER.
Anyway have a cool weekend.
Hope for the best for the results.
XOXO
~UFF
CIAO BELLA
Labels: Today
Uff.
4:54 PM
Labels: Bisexual
Uff.
6:46 PM
Hey I'm no bis melody. please is justa name to label me by Nabila. anyway im no bi in real life. Anyway it is good to know that I have a label.
"BISEXUAL"..
Anyway i want to say my thanks to Nabila for the name..
I have been thinking lately
Hmm...
Since Miss Melody here suggested that i should wrte a poem about sex..
I am going to do that..
(THANKS melody for being me back my horny side)
Here goes
"BOOBS"
Oh I wish I had boobs that would wobble.
Mine just stay still in one place.
In the breast hall of fame.
You won't see my name.
For my boobs there would be a disgrace.
Sure boobs of my size have their merit.
They're easy to fit with a bra.
And when I go for a dip.
You won't see one slip…out.
They stay put…just where they are.
And I'm not one to seek much attention.
So you won't find me strutting about.
In a boob tube that's trying
by gravity defying
to leave no room, not even for doubt
But I sure envy big breasted women
I've seen them at parties you know
With all confidence thrust
In their mighty big bust
Entrancing the men as they go
Though I've heard from a big bosomed buddy
That it's not all it's cracked up to be
She says in frustration
"Try to hold conversation
When there's only two things a guy sees"
Now if I paid a few grand to enlarge them
To, say thirty-six b or c
Would they still look so natural
And could I class them as collateral
Sorta like home improvements on me
Now I've not taken this boob thing just lightly
I've done quite a bit of research
As I try to keep abreast
In my mammary quest
I've found there's a bit to be learned
There's questions that need to be answered
Like cleavage, how wide and how deepI can have nipples bigger
But somehow I figured
That could poke Sweetie's eye in his sleep
Oh, I wish I had boobs that were awesome
I'd buy a bright red bathing suit
On the beach I would run
In slow motion for fun
To show off my best attribute
Now don't think I'd just get them for vanity
There's much I'd aspire to doI could feed many babies
When I was lactating
And for convenience,
I could offer drive-thru
In a t-shirt I'd test air conditioning
They could 'see' if they had it too low
And if I stood outside
My breasts pumped up with pride
Police'd use me to stop traffic flow
Well you can see I've a lot to consider
For the big plunge, I need some more time
So I'll keep you updated
But for now they're just fated
To stay as they are for a while
And there's my sweetie who totally accepts me
For she loves each and every little…bit
She says "stay as you are
You're the most beautiful by far"
As she gazes into my eyes…not my tits
I did not write that though
It was by Arcadia Flynn.
Anyway this will the end of today's post.
Hope this would make me a Bisexual NO NO.
~UFF
XOXO
CIAO BELLA
Labels: Bisexual
Uff.
6:32 PM
It's a party and the author's son pops the dreaded question: "What is sex?" The Dad's response is accompanied by humorous definitions of sex by people of different age groups.
SEX!!
"What is this thing called sex, Dad?"Quizzed, my curious ten year old lad.Soft music stopped, party-chatter froze,Menon jolted from his drunken doze,
The pudding hit Mrs.Thomas's chin,My boss's face beamed a whisky grin,"Be a shport, Hari, you bumbling ass,"Liquour spilled from his brimming glass,
"Tell the boy of the birds and the bees,""Of Adam-Eve, the birth of babies,"To you, my friend, yes, you the reader,I must admit, I am no great leader
Nor much of a father, you may surmise,I am not a fool, but neither too wise,To have told the kids of the facts of life;Of what gets done, when man meets wife.
It may have been the beers in me,Or the fact that I could nowhere seeMy wife, within any earshot length,That must've been what gave me strength.
"Species Enlarging X-ercise," said I,Looking my boy straight in the eye,"Something we do to populate,""Strip, stimulate and copulate."
"Simply Ecstatic X-perience," quipped Ted,And smacked his lips - the sly newly wed."Superbly Erotic X-cursion," Joe, thirty-one,Raised his beer and added, "Ah, what fun,"
"Sweaty, Enervating, X-hausting," Iyer, mid forties,As an afterthought warned, "And causes disease.""Slight Erection - X-hilaration!" Nair, sixty-plus,"That's what sex is for grandpas like us."
"But, Dad," cried my boy in despair,He showed me a form, a questionnaire,"Please tell me how to get all that inThis little box marked - Your sex, fill in."
Labels: Bisexual
Uff.
6:25 PM
I feel that something is missing..
Hmm anyway the other posts
was it me or was it just my feelings?
What the hell am i talking..
Sorry for the missing post
exam exam exam.
It is fun..
Really fun..
Am i myself today?
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How are you feeling dork?
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See you tomorrow guys.
Uff.
9:44 PM